Hills

I feel like I am at the point where she says:

"I thought I was prepared but at mile 20 there are hills, the locals call the steepest and longest heartbreak hill, when I reached that point I was...spent. The hill was long and because I was a novice I....started to think negatively. This slowed my pace"

Boy is heartbreak hill ever long and steep.

"Even if I stopped running and dropped out of the race, I would still be lost"

"no matter how well prepared you think you are, there are hills"

I am sorely lacking patience right now. And Having another one of 'those days'. I hope its just one of those days.

I start to feel like I am ok, like I am getting over it...then another wave hits.

I'm trying to be ok, and happy-I want to be...but sometimes its hard. I wonder how transparent I am.