so much to do, so little...energy

There's so much I would like to be doing, and quite a bit that needs to be done...but as of late I just dont have the capacity to do...well...anything. Some one told me to enjoy my non-job life while I can, becuase I will be longing for it once I am a working lady. Well I wish I could. But I think I will be glad to be working because that will hopefully mean I am feeling much better. If not than life will just be really really hard.

Its been an accomplished day lately if I shower (not even counting getting ready, just showering).

I want to make banana bread.

I want to make raw chocolates (unprocessed ingredient chocolate).

I want to run and play.

I want to clean my room.

I want to get back to ballroom dance classes.

I want to weed the garden.

I want to make it through church without feeling like I could fall off my chair at any second.

I want to have a normal conversation with some one. Takes more energy than you think...

I want to hang out with friends.

I need to start my new job on wednesday. I need to make money.

And now I want to stop whining.